” God I feel so lost and I dunno where is all this going , what you’re doing and all that shit. But hey lord , u nvr change. I am just praying for them and for myself too. I have nothing and yes I ain’t wanting anything but for them to just love you and for me to do so as well , with all I’ve got. Strip me off all things and bring me on my knees before you. God please please please please please bless them and their hearts and lead them lord. God , you’ve got it , and of all else I’m letting go. Let my life be a love song to u . Sorry , thanks and praise to you Lord. “
God. I beg u to help me love u , want u , and to lay down my life fully. No religion , but only sincerely knowing u.
Today we read John 10 , and really thank God that today happened a lifegroup. Not some gathering cos the leader said so , but just people sharing life together , laughing together and learning together. Praise you God
” God , I’m gonna have lifegroup in half an hours time , and there are only 3 ppl. Feel very frustrated that the number just keeps decreasing and the people commitment just not there. Like not united and all . I also dunno what to do sia . God but I dun want to just complain. I know u have ur plan , And God I wan u to teach me what u plan to teach me , and help me bring ur ppl to u. It’s not the number I really wanna see , it’s the souls in heaven next time. So God , I commit this lifegroup into ur hands . God u be there , it’ll still be better than having more than a thousand ppl when ur presence is not there. So meet us today , teach us ur lesson , and guide us ur way. What we know we are responsible and want to put into action. Difficult , definitely . Worth it , u bet. Praise u God. In Jesus name , AMEN “
Today was a great day given by the great God. really given the opportunity to meet up in his courts and recieve what i needed the most : Jesus . really refreshed and charged up , but i also remembered that its not emotions thats gonna last me through but its the convictions i have in my heart.
Am really praying for NEC2 with all my heart that we will really give our best to really really really really walk right with God . and to really be passionate and enthusiastic about God .
Praise and Glory to the God of the heavens and master of all . Don’t really care what comes my way ; only knowing that God will be there through shit and through great times. not me but Christ be lifted up .
My Prayer
” Lord , bible says that you are the God of the heaven and the earths , over the floods and the storm , in the valleys and on the mountains , over all , u are king . today I ask on behalf of NEC2 and my sheeps : we need a breakthrough in our desire for you . we want to want to love u more . we want to want to be passionate about you more . we want to be compassionate for people around as well ! When it comes to outreach , it comes naturally as it is our hearts cry . When it comes to SOW , it comes naturally cos we are always sincere and wanting to love people. When it comes to worship and praise , it comes naturally cos we know and accept u as God and Lord it all over our lives . When it comes to your work ( everything is ur work if we see it in your eyes ) , we don’t bullshit you but gives you our very best. We are here and we want this equation to happen : MY EFFORTS + YOUR MOVING = DIVINE RESULTS . We don’t just pray and not make something happen , and vice verse. we NEED you. we WANT you.
so Yes lord , we shall come before you and to be passionate about you , enthusiatic when it comes to your work and word , and compassionate for people . and Lord , help us to genuinely Love you and to sincerely want you. Thats it. I pray with faith and a vision of a Church that IS a chruch , and not conforming to the world . Let you will be done , Let you glory come and let this world declare your anthem .
in Jesus most powerful name , Amen. “
Lord ! I need ur persevering hands and focused heart ! What challenges come , I jolly well do it with u and for u with my best.
Faith + Hope + Love.
Glory be to Jesus.
God has given me so many things : leaders above me , people under me , brothers and sisters beside me ; the WOG , resources ( podcast and christian literature ) , and the source itself ( Holy Spirit ) : HOW CAN I NOT GROW ?? I’ve been given family , friends , cca , class and school , life everyday at random places : HOW CAN I NOT SHINE ?? ILLOGICAL ! All is given , then why not use it to the benefit of the kingdom ?
